i'm back from the grave... spend this whole time of mia under great stress from exciting life events.

i wish...

so how's everyone?

well if you ask me...

and probably you wouldn't, since you all probably thought i died or something which would be so much better if it were true or you all totally forgot i exist in the first place.

some pretty interesting things did happen. let me try to recap the months that passed...

i submitted my thesis on bioethics and i received full marks.

*beams with pride*

so now, i have officially graduated from college, surprisingly, with honors. i already gave up on that half through my third year...

i should be happy right?!

however, i won't be attending the graduation ceremony, which will be in a week...

why?

because i'm back here in california.

and i've been pretty much hating the wheather... all over again.

another thing worth mentioning is that i now have a job... with free gym benefits.

and that is life for me now...

work... gym... eat... sleep...

i just feel so great! </sarcasm>

anyway, i'll be updating this blog again... after months of blog-hopping. yes, i've realized i have a whole lot of other blogs i signed up for... blame boredom.

so it's this one this time... it's good to be writing anonymously again.

i just feel so great! </sarcasm>

hanging at the house for 3 weeks straight is not good for me. i think i'm gaining weight from all the sitting around i've been doing. there's nothing else to do.

and why don't i go out?

because i don't have money! duh...

T_T

school's all done... along with my savings from my weekly allowance.

i think my friends are getting annoyed too. but it's not like i don't want to hang out with them.

please come and visit me here. i have food, anime and a huge flat screen tv... please please please!!!

or just give me money... >_<

i have a dentist appointment on monday.

i finally finished my thesis!

whew~

the first semester has officially ended... i'm enjoying the first few days of freedom with karaoke, anime marathons, and food tripping. it feels so good.

i just have to get my yearbook write up done and graduation picture shoot scheduled... oh, i have to return a couple of books to the library... and the dvd encoding my summer professor asked me to do...

i'm flying back to california by the first week of december. so from now until then i'm totally gonna have fun!

OMG! i did it! i'm graduating!

next up, job hunting... but not before i partied myself sick.

that's what i've been doing this morning... anything just to avoid my thesis.

now, i'm kinda' regretting it. i've realized i've lost precious time. the house is all nice and smelling good though.

must go back to writing. huhu.

did you ever felt so refreshed and energized after a short cry?

i was reading ouran high host club again and the last fight between the twins made me cry... and i didn't even know why.

that's what i love about manga. i can really rely on them whenever i need a quick emotional fix. it might not be long-lasting, still it can prove to be very helpful.

like right now, i'm ready to start writing my business ethics research paper. i have to finish before my temporary stableness runs out though.

i'm such an otaku.

*sweatdrop*

i've decided that i'm not so observant as i thought i was and too self-centered to notice anything else but myself. i'm also quite the optimist and never the realist. like i live in some kind of dreamland where everything is unfamiliar and incoherent to everyone else and so unintelligible.

that's why i can't blog as good as most people. i don't really have anything worthwhile to say about anything. everything's all about me... and that amounts to not much.

i feel so jealous of a lot of people right now. i spend too much time wondering how i could have the same life as theirs that i forget to get up from bed and live. i'm too lazy for my own good. it's already taking its toll on the whole of me.

the point is... i want to change that. i'm gonna find something better to do with my life...

right after i finish my undergrad thesis... which is ironically about futility.

sorry for such emo-ness. it may seem i'm a bit on crack but the weather here is killing me.

now, i could only stay the way i am... boring and dragging. but maybe for once i'm finally gonna do what i say i'm gonna do.

and i'm gonna stop blaming the weather.

i was finally able to submit my 3 weeks late thesis proposal and my adviser's response was quite encouraging... whew~

it was like i got a thorn out off my neck... and i did it just when my computer at home broke...

yes... i think i'm unlucky like that... all these things breaking around me... it's sad actually...

i don't really know what happened... it was working just fine last week... if you don't mind it freezing a couple of times in an hour... while i'm downloading my anime... wah~

so i called the cute tech guy up and he dropped by when i was at school... and when i got home the computer was gone... he took it home with him for further testing... ack~

now i don't have a computer... once again...

and the last week of the semester is coming up... which means paper deadlines left and right...

worse... no internet... no anime...

boo!!!

i recently went to the dermatology clinic to punish my acne...

it was my first time and it hurt... bad. not only on my face but also on my pocket. i was thrilled to find out the treatment is so cheap. then the doctor gave me my prescription and i saw my money grew wings and flew far far away.

now i think my face is more oily than ever because of all the things i had to put on it.

so why the heck am i awake this early talking about this random sniz?

i blame sakay.

walking in the rain is not fun unless you are shooting an emo music video... no, not fun at all.

stupid rain. why did you only stop the moment i reached the front porch?

stupid umbrella. why did you have to get busted up just when i needed you the most?

i had the flu a couple of weeks ago... i have a feeling that my old friend would be coming back to visit again.

*sigh*